another annoying sad day. oh god, it just so obvious that i never deserved for tears. i don't deserve.space, i don't deserve time i don't deserve anything. im choking inside this room and i can't leave and no matter what happened, the air doesn't thin out.
it filled my lungs with all this sick congestion and nothing, no one is here to save me.
because everyone is so busy eating their own problems and compared to them my pain, my suffering wouldn't count an ounce. they pity me, saying that they understand.
but how could you understand when you push me back down each time i gasp for air, there is not a single soul that is kind enough, selfless enough to listen to me.
because when i storm out or wear eye-liner slightly thicker they believed that im fighting, that im retaliating but oh allah im barely reaching out for a proper space, i know im the worst of them all.
and one gets what they deserved, thank you for still giving me air.
but this air i breathe is sucking my soul away. im really tired now.
im completely worn out now.
when words are laced with emotions
Friday, May 9, 2014
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
stay with me
well i have to say its been a while since i properly listened to western music, nell, korean singers were incredible enough to practically lock me inside their music bubbles. korean has this flavor in their songs that well is somewhat soothing and i like it.
but these days i've been bumping onto few numbers of incredible western ballad, all of you, ed sheeran (my all time fav anyway) i see fire, human etc
then i heard this one. well because it was on MTV PUSH i didn't pay much attention because most of the time i search song to help me write. mellow sad and touching are the best.
this one made me cry within 3 frickkin minutes and well i was overwhelmed. it sounds so amazing and lol eargasm much !!
and actually this guy reminded me a lot of daniel merriweather which is like my male version of DUFFY. i mean its so evergreen and sweet on my eardrums, just these acoustics you know very subtle throughout the songs while these people just sing their hearts out !! and it amazes me how they send me all this goose bumps each time i listen.
the lyrics are just so deep and so easy to relate, everything that happened throughout our lives. and well i'm just this type of person.
who listen to this type of sad and mellow songs.
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